The Sonnets
of Christopher Whitby
WW1 War Grave and Former Casualty Clearing Station, Equancourt

The stones seem to ruffle in the breeze
But no vision comes. I really cannot grasp
The enormity of what happened here.
The fragments of old film, the books,
Even the poetry do not prepare
The heart or mind for standing here,
As if in trespass, with no cataclysm
Of my own to measure out this loss, this waste.
It looks 'complete', from two VCs to died of wounds
Two weeks after armistice, just turned eighteen.
And yet there's more. In the visitors' book
From nineteen eighty-five an entry reads:
'Dad, my children have helped me to find you
At last.'

Admissions

Too few times, I know, I say I love
You, falling short in making my amends
For things forgot and chances missed that prove
It seems more bitter than I can intend.
Too often you reply you don't believe
Me, when at last I venture to express
A heartfelt care, as if you can't conceive
Of truth becoming words so loosely dressed.
And when my fractured silence lies between
Us on the bed, you lean across and feel
The broken ends to see how far they've been
Displaced, before you'll grant me time to heal.
But I'm a man, so bred to think I must
Have built on me an absolute trust

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